Grrrr...

[jetpack_monkey]

I should not have gone to practice tonight. I just should not have. I'm so jetlagged and tired and I'm in the middle of a serious patch of depression. I just exacerbated matters. Fuck-a-doodle-doo.

Fuck.

I'm really frelling frustrated right now and I just want to hit something or cry. WWTDD?

Comments

[ktl.livejournal.com]

You did seem pretty out of it -- and I don't blame you, being on an airplane turns me into a zombie. The continuous roar of the motors, the being forced to sit in one position for hours, the continual being exhausted but unable to sleep... it's a trance-like state where I can't think of anything outside myself.

You had a great show last thursday where everything was intensely personal and emotional, and I'm sure there will be more like that to come.